I have to show you the real me.

[***WheekyPig78***]

Hello guys, I realized I never actually introduced myself fully. I guess it's time now. I trust cutiecavies so much now.

My name is Tia. I have something to share that I hope will not change anything between us at the forum. It is my age. I have stated that I am underage, but I really hope what I say next will still keep you guys my friends. Okay... I am 12 and a half. Please. I know you have to be thirteen to join the forum, but I needed people to talk to. Please don't think I'm just another stupid little kid on a random forum. I have a heart and a story. I came here because I need you all. I love all of you. You helped me and I am so grateful. So now you will get to know the real me.

I have mental issues. OCD, ADHD, depression, and bad habits. I go crazy and start attacking..literally... the people I love. I can't stop it or control it. There is only one thing that can.

My piggies. They are the only ones that calm me down. Holding them I am a different person. I need them.

Let's start from the beginning. I used to live in America until I was 9. I had a piggie named Drexel. I spent most of my time up in a birch tree writing stories or on the couch playing with Drexel. Everything was perfect. And then, *starting to cry* I had to move to China. I lost everything, including myself. I was so sad and sat unhappily for 2 years, missing my home and trying to keep myself together. The third year, I lost myself entirely. I stopped working in class and just kept on going to the principals. I ate my homework... Really... I was mad so I chewed it up... And pretty much got up in the middle of class to go CHEW UP a cabinet or HIDE in my locker and make hissing noises. I don't know why I did it. I tied to suicide a couple of times but never made it because people and cars kept getting in the way of my fall. I almost flunked 6th grade and got sent to the headmaster a total of 16 times. After I got back home from school, I just slept. I felt like nothing.

Then I met the piggies. And things got better. Much better. I rely on them so much. And you guys too. So what you comment below means everything. Do you think I am a stupid little kid with a stupid mentally challanged head.... Or do you think I am something more?

Tell me please.

-The Real Tia
NOTE: I am getting help and since I have the piggies and you guys I will not try to kill myself. Do not spam up the comments with "DO NOT DIE" and blah blah blah.

[***WheekyPig78***]

I'm crying. Will you guys still accept me at the forum?

[***WheekyPig78***]

One of my rare faces....

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Please, I know I look like an idiot. But this is me. Please accept me.

[Kayleigh]

Hi Tia, we accept everyone on this forum, we dont judge

You are very welcome here.

Its lovely to put a face to a name/profile too.

Keep enjoying the forum and your pigs!

Kayleigh

[***WheekyPig78***]

Oh my gosh, I was so scared

My life just got a whole lot better now that I have gotten some things off my back

You make me so happy. At my school, I am not accepted. People wonder why I get up and draw messages on the whiteboard that say "Tia Stinks." I suffer from depression, as you know.

I am going into seventh grade and I hope to start fresh and be... normal.

Cutiecavies really is my home. I feel like I can be free here

In one year I am going to move to the USA and I hope to get a small tool shed and paint it. It will be my own house and it will be FILLED with piggies

You made my day, Kayleigh. I stayed up all night worrying... I feel like nobody excepts me. But you do. And I will stay at Cutiecavies for as long as I can stay.

[Orlaith]

We accept everyone at Cutiecavies. We're proud to be a friendly forum where everyone wants to help and we're brought together by our love of piggies. I'm glad your little guys bring you so much joy.

[***WheekyPig78***]

Aww Orlaith, you made my day

[lisa21264]

I have mental issues too. I am bipolar. My piggy is very close to my heart also. I love him very much. He helps me also. Tsking care of him makes me happy and keeps me stable. You are welcome here. I have gone through a lot with my bipolar but have been very stable since I have had Terra. He brings me a lot of joy too. Im am glad you have your piggies and I understand why they bring you so much joy. I have been in treatment since 2001 and doing well. I am glad that you are getting help.

[***WheekyPig78***]

Aww, I thought I was the only one

You guys make me so happy.

I still miss my piggy Drexel. He should be dead by now, but he was such a good boar. Except when he pooped on my dad *wink*

Drexy was not a proud boar, he was one of the shyer types. He actually trusted my older brother more than me. Being a little kid at the time, I don't think I was rough with him, I think I just made a lot of noise which scared him.

Drexy would run under the couch and hide. His favorite food was parsely. He would almost always come out for parsely, but he never came out of his cage. He loved his cage.

The time Drexel left me, I was wearing all blue. I had one hour with him. And then he was gone.

And that, I believe, was what triggered my mental issues.

[***WheekyPig78***]

...And, I never wore blue again in my life.